We Had Infinity: 2024

When the world ends, what doesn’t kill you doesn’t make you stronger . . . it just saves you for what will.

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Skylar

Living felt like a burden because, no matter how much I feared the inevitable, I couldn’t avoid the way it would end. Death. I spent so much time fearing the dark, always focused on an uncertain future, that my present was lost in it.

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When the infection began, those dark fears came to life. I was confronted with my own mortality, and fear controlled me, forcing me closer to the danger that threatened the life I clung to. My only choice was to survive, to bury the fear that debilitated me so deep inside that the coal turned to diamond strength. Everything was gone, and I was alone. 

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Or was I? 

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Knox

Death couldn’t come soon enough. 

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For as long as I could remember, I’d been numb, hoping one day I’d drown in a bottle of whiskey. The grim reaper always pulled me out just in time to remind me that I deserved more punishment in this purgatory.

When the world ended, that bloody horizon should have been my chance to fade into the chaos of a broken world . . . until she barged into my life, and I saw the first color I’d seen in a long time.

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Blue.

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Content Warnings

This book is intended for mature audiences and contains content that may be triggering or inappropriate for some readers.

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We Had Infinity is a piece of fiction with horror and romantic elements and focuses on the struggles of two imperfect individuals. Their story takes place during the end of the world, so the concepts of death, dying, and questioning life are heavily referenced throughout. 

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Thanatophobia (fear of death/dying), pain as a coping mechanism, discussions of depression/suicidal ideation, graphic depictions of gore (chance of entrails: high), cursing, sleep paralysis, explicit sexual situations, alcohol use/abuse, various weapons use, attempted SA (referenced, not described), death of parent and sibling (aftermath described).

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This is a love story. This is not a romance.

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